26 April 2010
The Choice
I am as afraid as you are. But if I don't take this chance, if I just choose to let it go easily, I might spend a part of my life wondering what could have been. I am yours to begin with, and I wish so much that you would go past everything you fear, everything we both fear, to take a chance on me, to take a chance with me, to take a chance on us.
I might prove your doubts wrong.
24 April 2010
15 April 2010
Haphazard and Free
You can go hide in your closet, play with your toys and keep yourself from being bruised.
I'm going out, running with daggers and facing the world. Maybe one day, when I get back scarred and proud, you'll be wondering what my battle cry was.
09 April 2010
The Broken Lighthouse
I stand in the doorway shooting light out in the darkness. This
window is stained with sorely missed colors. Up coffee-stained stairs
I trod to soft carpeted bedroom floors.
On pale flowered sheets seeped salt-tempered raindrops.
08 April 2010
A Plea For Rain
I've utterly decided that this was supposed to be a literary blog, but I couldn't help screaming that
THIS INDIAN SUMMER IS KILLING ME!!!
THIS INDIAN SUMMER IS KILLING ME!!!
Until These Words Take Us Away
The Sand Tells Our Tale
The Consequences of Being Different
The Lack Of Colour
07 April 2010
06 April 2010
Pandora's Second Coming
In my fantasy, my dreamiest vengeance would be to see you bleeding for me and screaming out you're sorry, you were wrong, you should have known better, and you want me back in your life. And I'll just smirk at you, look at you disgustedly and say, "That's your karma, you definitely deserve it." and walk away, smiling to myself, satisfied that I'm finally vindicated. I'd be insane to want a disgusting thing like you back.
-my deeper, darker self.
05 April 2010
A Break From Monotony
I'm the kind of human you'd normally see stomping on roaches on the sidewalk, on a nighttime walk by the town, claiming "I friggin' freak at the sight of 'em, but that's one less cockroach in the woooorld!" with conviction.
The oddball you call your friend.
04 April 2010
Words' Jagged Edges
The Varied Reasons Why People Believe
The Fragile Human Repair Shop
03 April 2010
The Reason We Speak Innuendos
Memoirs the Wind Brings
02 April 2010
The Mask People Hide In
I could see the brighter side of life, that's why I don't seem like much of a worrier. I act all carefree, knowing you are watching. Trust me, I am concerned more than I show you, more than you could ever read me.
It was a facade I kept on when you're looking. I felt safe knowing I wasn't a dead giveaway. Knowing you couldn't see how afraid I was.
Stripped of the Shinies
01 April 2010
The Stars Draw Us Near
I've exhausted every means of wishing on stars. But when I see one twinkle or shoot across the sky... I could not help but close my eyes. And believe all over again.
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